“Birds flying high you know how I feel
Sun in the sky you know how I feel
Breeze driftin’ on by you know how I feel.
It’s a new dawn
It’s a new day
It’s a new life for me yeah…”
Stepping into a new role, a new realm, a new dream. One must let go in order to grow. To allow for expansion. The following took place over the last couple days. All of it necessary. Even sharing all of it, necessary, to show how intense our brains can be, and how hurtful we are to ourselves when we just run around in our heads…
I can sense & feel the expansiveness. However, there is still this one issue that has really come back up in the last couple days. I am finding myself particularly tight and uncomfortable today. Maybe the Sweat Lodge Ceremony a couple days ago has brought this up to my surface in a massive way. Something keeps tugging. There is a looming question of “why” in my brain. Then even more complicatedly, why do I feel the need to know why?
….But once you have penetrated the reality of non-duality, you will smile at both the flower and garbage in you, you will embrace both.”
Hanh, Thich (2001-09-10). Anger (p. 71). Penguin Publishing Group. Kindle Edition.
Opened my eyes and felt lighter. Felt ready. Decided it was time for me to listen to this forgiveness meditation that my new business partner had sent me. Grabbed my large Rose Quartz & Apache Tear(black obsidian.) Knew this was going to come out gently & beautifully. And when I say know, just to be clear, Claircognizant.
Sat in this meditation & what happened was extraordinary. I had an actual conversation with the inner child of a being. Clear as day. A lot of clarity was received, forgiveness extended, love exchanged. I was able to cut cords of resentment. Enveloped this being in forgiveness, compassion, and love. I thanked them for the lesson, brought them into my heart, held them, and then allowed them to leave and continue on their path.
I actually saw & felt energy moving through me, and away from me. Like slow moving clouds in a movie. I also had a conversation with MY inner child, and received forgiveness from her. It was such a deep, profound, and beautiful experience. I never expected to receive this much clarity on everything, but it was amazing!!!